Not a lot has been going on with me. I have my second Dr.'s appointment tomorrow. I'm sure it will be quick and boring. She'll probably ask me some questions, and I have some questions for her. She'll take my weight, and blood pressure, I'm sure. And I'm not really sure what else. Maybe an external exam, just to feel the size of the uterus and what-not. We'll see. The receptionist told me when I made the appointment that she wouldn't use a doppler to try to find a heartbeat until like 21 weeks or so. So, that's a bit of a bummer. And kind of weird, but whatever. I'm not worried.
It's been a hard time for me lately. And so hard to distinguish what's hormones and what isn't. I feel like I'm drifting away from all my friends, for some reason, and that's hard for me, being such a social person. I don't feel like I have anyone super close anymore that I can really talk to. And whenever I talk to someone about this, I feel like I'm whining, which I HATE, so I generally don't talk about stuff. I hate that I can't always blog about how I really feel about things sometimes. That drives me nuts. Sometimes I just want to get on here and let it ALL out, but I don't think it would go over so well with some people. ;o) *sigh* I guess it's times like these that we need our savior the most.
And, on another random note, here's a couple more pictures from Texas. :o)
Oddly enough, these are all the pictures I managed to get of Kaylee. How did that happen? I miss her so much.
On the playground at Taylor's birthday party. :o)
We were walking to what we thought was an abandoned house to find a stray kitten, but there was a light on... so we came back. :o)
When we were in Oklahoma visiting my grandparents, my grandpa took us out on lake Eufala.
We had fun playin in the sand. :o)
At the Texas state line.
She loves her state. :o)
At Bek's house, with Susannah. :o)
Well, there you go. A very random post. :o) hope you enjoyed.
3 comments:
Hey girly, So about that not feeling close thing... yah, I know. AND I've got another LONG email to send you and I'll probably get around to it later today. But you know how bad I am with that. X-P
I'll always love you my girl. I'm sorry you're feeling sad lately.
I don't know what else to say about how you are doing other than what I talked to you earlier about.
I could restate it, but I'm pretty sure that you already know that GOD is your only answer.
Sometimes, ok, All times, it is hard for us (ME) to turn to GOD instead of People. Because we are social. But God really is the only answer.
Love you lots chicka,
Tori
You can call and whine to me any time. I miss you and hope you're doing o.k. Just rely on the Lord and everything will work out the way it's supposed to. Call me !!! Jenn
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